Life has become so difficult from the day you left. I miss those days when you were with me. The countless chats, meaningless jokes, the laughter, the tears that we shared were precious. I have locked you in my heart and you will always be there. But sometimes I feel very lonely as there is a blank space in my heart and I’m not able to fill it and no one can fill the place because it is only for you.
I know that life is a stage where we performs our role and someday the role will be over. But you have occupied a permanent position in my life. You are the salt of my life without you I’m tasteless. People come and go but I don’t like the way we became apart. The mistake which took you away from me was not only yours but it was also mine. You were not accepted by the society and I was also not in the condition to help you. I always think about you and my tears roll down. I had developed an arrogant and rude personality. My heart was filled with guilt, anger and a biggest fear of making friends. I was alone.
And then one day the clouds of loneliness passed and sunshine came to my life. It is when I meet someone who kicked out the loneliness from my life. She is sweet, caring and kind hearted. And the most important thing she could read my eyes. The bond we share is very special. For me she is like a sister. Sometimes we fight, we argue and she often scold me but i don’t mind because for me her company is everything. She is my bestest friend and she has become an important part of my life. She is a guide, adviser philosopher etc. for me. As I’m a not so mature person I always put myself in problems and she always help me to come out from that.
Today I thank to both of my friends one who left and the one who is still holding my hand. Now my heart is free from guilt. And life has taken a new turn. Now I don’t feel lonely as I have the most caring friend, and she has the capability to listen to my silence. But life is also colourless without you. Still there is a cavity in my heart and I really miss you so much. Please come back.
“Har ek friend zaroori hota hai”