Featured

Deewana dil 

This is the post excerpt.

Advertisements

Lekar ye deewana dil, hum wafa dhundne chale the

Ankhon me naye khwab saja kar, hum pyar bantne chale the 

Jab naqab utra uss hasin chehre se, wakif huye hum zindagi k sach aur dard se

Banate banate iss dil k ashiyane ko, hum khud ujad k reh gaye 

Hum to chale the wafa dhundne, hatheliyan hamari khali hi reh gaye

Don’t trust her words

She’ll come to hurt you and you’ll love her the most
She’ll appear to be a fairy tale but is a nightmare worst,

Showing fake hope and faith she’ll enter into your heart
Then slowly slowly she’ll tear you apart,

Never trust the words that she writes for you
You are also one of the victims standing in the que,

Her words are sugar coated knife
She’ll stab you and destroy your life,

For your pain and suffering she’ll have no reaction
She is very selfish only cares about her emotions,

She loves you truly she’ll tell
But at the end alone you’ll yell,

She is a person with two faces
Don’t fall for her words she’ll leave you with ashes,

Someday she’ll make you shattered
Just don’t trust her words because she is a writer.

Yeh un dino ki baat hai

Yeh un dino ki baat hai, jab chahat ki pahli kiran dil ke jharoke se hokar,

meri zindagi me ayi thi, kuch naye khayalo ki roshni apne sang layi thi,

Ishq ke dhup ki kuch to baat khas hai, han wo din mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai,

Yeh un dino ki baat hai jab dil ke asman me koi badal jaisa chhaya tha, ankhon me jiske taron si chamak thi aur dil uss me hi khoya tha,

Ishq mano jaise bin mausam barsat hai, Uss barsat ki bunde aaj bhi mere sath hai, han wo din mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai,

Yeh un dino ki baat hai jab pat-jhad me bhi phool khilte the, chup chup kar jab hum unse milte the,

Aaj ki thand me bhi unki garmi ka ehsas hai, han wo din mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai,

Pyar ka koi mausam nahi hota wo to ettefak se hota hai, ettefak ne kaise milaya tha hame han wo din mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai.

Kyun

Tere dil k dard sahe the maine, aaj uss dard ki dawa tujhse mangti hu,

Kuch adhure sawal hain mere pas aaj uske jawab main tujhse mangti hu,

Kyun banaya ashiyan dil me jab dil ko mere todna hi tha,

Kyun thama tha hath mera jab majhdhare me sath chhodna hi tha,

Chuvte hain tukde un sapno k meri ankhon me jo dikhaye the tune,

Kya udd gaye wo banjare panchhi tere dil se jo basaye the maine,

Ek hi rang kyun ghol diya mujhme jab tujhko rang badal na hi tha,

Kyun jalaya mujhe apni aag me jab tujhe shama ki tarah pighal na hi tha,

Ho sake to mere jawab de dena, karz hai mera tujh par mere kharch kiye lamhe lauta dena.

Gustakhi apni dohrane laga hai

Chehra koi ankhon me chhane laga hai,
Khwabo me phir se koi ane laga hai,
Ye begairat dil manta nahi….
Gustakhi apni dohrane laga hai.

Armano ko kisine phir se chhu liya hai,
Ujde baag me jaise koi gulab khilne laga hai,
Bewakuf sa dil samajhta nahi…Khayalo ki dori me ulajhne laga hai.

Dastak koi dil me dene laga hai,

nadan sa dil behek ne laga hai,

Phir se na bikhar jaye kahin,
Gustakhi apni dohrane laga hai.

Dear Best Friend 

Life has become so difficult from the day you left. I miss those days when you were with me. The countless chats, meaningless jokes, the laughter, the tears that we shared were precious. I have locked you in my heart and you will always be there. But sometimes I feel very lonely as there is a blank space in my heart and I’m not able to fill it and no one can fill the place because it is only for you. 

I know that life is a stage where we performs our role and someday the role will be over. But you have occupied a permanent position in my life. You are the salt of my life without you I’m tasteless. People come and go but I don’t like the way we became apart. The mistake which took you away from me was not only yours but it was also mine. You were not accepted by the society and I was also not in the condition to help you. I always think about you and my tears roll down.  I had developed an arrogant and rude personality. My heart was filled with guilt, anger and a biggest fear of making friends. I was alone.

And then one day the clouds of loneliness passed and sunshine came to my life. It is when I meet someone who kicked out the loneliness from my life. She is sweet, caring and kind hearted. And the most important thing she could read my eyes. The bond we share is very special. For me she is like a sister. Sometimes we fight, we argue and she often scold me but i don’t mind because for me her company is everything. She is my bestest friend and she has become an important part of my life. She is a guide, adviser philosopher etc. for me. As I’m a not so mature person I always put myself in problems and she always help me to come out from that. 

Today I thank to both of my friends one who left and the one who is still holding my hand. Now my heart is free from guilt. And life has taken a new turn. Now I don’t feel lonely as I have the most caring friend, and she has the capability to listen to my silence. But life is also colourless without you. Still there is a cavity in my heart and I really miss you so much. Please come back. 

“Har ek friend zaroori hota hai”

Meri galti thi 

Zamana mere pyar k khilaf tha, par ye dil shayad tera hi gulam tha

Tu hawa ka ek jhoka tha, tere sang behekna meri galti thi

Tu ankhon me aya koi sapna tha, tujhe dil me sajana meri galti thi 

Rahein meri akeli thi, tujhe humsafar samajhna meri galti thi

Inteha nahi thi mere dard ki, tujhe humdard samajhna meri galti thi

Anjan the ek dusre se hum, jo tujhe janne ki koshish ki wo meri galti thi,

Ajnabi se the ek dusre k liye jo dosti ka mene hath badhaya, wo meri galti thi,

Zamane se dushmani kar li apno se rusuwai kar li, kiya tujh par yakin hamesha, wo meri galti thi,

Pata nahi tha ki ye hasin chehra ek naqab tha, teri ankhon me kho jana meri galti thi,

Tujhe sagar samajh kar tujhme dub jana meri galti thi,

Abb kaise samjhau iss nadan dil ko main, jiski aaj bhi tu chahat hai,

Chinkh kar kehta hai har tukda iska, aaj bhi tujhse mohabbat hai.. mohabbat hai.. mohabbat hai.

Running behind life

Once there was a time when I used to be a not so good student means I was not obedient, not sincere and also not serious about my studies. I was a fellow dumb student. When the teacher asks me questions in the class I used to stare at the ceiling and wish that the answers should drop from the ceiling and catch it and through it towards the face of the teacher whose eyeballs are stuck on me and about to eat me if I utter something wrong. But that didn’t happen and what I always got is punishment. I remember a day when me and my friends had not done the homework and we got 50-100 sit ups as punishment. We got our muscles cramped.

I always think that life is not serious about me. But life is all about karma you get in return what you have done. I was playing with my life and so life was. I had no idea what was happening with me as I was not so mature that time. Life was full of fun, entertainment, adventures and it was because of my gems my friends whom I love the most. Ten years passed and then I encountered the board exams. As I was a dumb fellow I had not prepared well for it, and when the results arrived I was dishearten.  My grades were not so good. The fun, enjoyment seems fake, valueless. Life shows his devilish look. Life pulls my bed of roses and I fell in the thrones. 

Life is a race we run we fall we get wounds but the main thing that one should learn is to stand up and run again. When I reached 11th standard I got to know the value of life. When we are in school we enjoy everything but we ignore that study is also an important factor of our life. We don’t see seriously and get dishearten when we didn’t get good grades. Study is not about memorizing the whole book or get good marks but it’s also about the knowledge we get, the lessons we learned. Life is very complicated for me as I’m a confused person I can’t take the exact decisions. I always make mistakes and my friends call me immature but through mistakes I have learned many things. Gulping the whole book will not make you successful, to achieve success you have to learn from your mistakes. 

Sometimes being selfish is not a crime. Always focus on what you want from your life. See big dreams and try the best to live your dreams. There is a little bit of suffocation in my life I want to go somewhere where the suffocation will end and I’ll be taking breath in fresh air, this is my dream. You are not born to live the same life for seventy years set a goal and do something different. Search the meaning of life. Do what your heart says after all it’s your life your choice. 

“Sapne to sab dekhte hai, magar hum sapno ko jeene aye hai”.